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Living With An Untold Diagnosis

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Up until last year I had kept very quiet about my Marfan syndrome diagnosis since I was 16 years old, it remained unrevealed to almost everyone (including some family members) I kept it to myself because I didn't want to be seen as different, which was already something I felt & I didn't want to be known as the girl with a rare disease as well. My Mum knew I had the condition as she was always with me at my hospital appointments but I very rarely engaged in conversation with her about it as I didn't want to acknowledge the matter. As the years passed, my rare health condition remained a secret & I'd be lying if I said the burden wasn't heavy at times. Carrying it around with me weighed me down & sometimes I wanted to share my worries, I wanted to tell someone that I was struggling to accept the diagnosis I'd been given, but I'd hidden it for so long that I didn't know how to open up about it. That doesn't mean Marfan syndrome wasn't a...

MARFAN SYNDROME AWARENESS MONTH

I'm finally getting around to writing this blog. I've been trying to plan it for a few weeks now but beca use I already wrote a blog based on my Marfan experience back in November, I didn't really know what to say. I don't want to bore you all by re peating everything lol. But now that Marfan Syndrome Awareness Month is here, I wanted to take the chance to bring up the subject again even if I don't have much to say, as anything is worth posting if it mentions Marfan Syndrome.  Up until last year, I 've always kept quiet about my Marfan Syndro me diagnosis because I was too embarrassed to admit that my chronic health problems were the result of a rare and serious disorder, I felt different enou gh as it was, and the thought of people knowing I had Marfan Syndrome made me feel ever more outcasted , so, apart from family, I never told anyone , which is why it was such a big deal to me when I finally started opening up.  My determination to speak out came fr...